Keara Lynne Hart - Site Memorial Online

I spent the day with Justin and Tori at the lake. Tori and I played in the water and Justin sat on the beach! He didn't bring a bathing suit so was burning up. He reminds me of you with his stubborness LOL. While we were there it brought tears to my eyes because I remembered the times we all went to the lake together and know that if you were still here you would have been with us. Justin is playing in a band now and told me he wrote a song about you. I haven't heard it yet but he promised he would sing it for me soon. We also watched a video of him playing at the spring concert. He is really into music now. It's cute. He listens to some of the music I did when I was young. Who would have thought? He also likes Led Zeplin who you also loved. You played my old album over and over. I miss you so much. I would give anything to have had more time with you. You were to young to die. I love you.

Today memories of you just flood my mind. I would give anything to see your beautiful smiling face again. I remember going to Jordan Lake with you and being on your shoulders playing "chicken" It's funny that even as an adult you liked to pick people up. You loved being in the water and I remember going to the beach and always having to caution you about going out too far. You were fearless. Your personality was larger than life and I miss even the difficult times. No matter how often we argued we both knew that we loved each other. And I will always love you Keara, and I will miss you as long as I live. I try to accept that you are gone but I still haven't learned to do that. I don't know how. I just hope so much that you are in a beautiful peaceful place. I love you.

Today is Mother's Day and I feel so sad. This is a day when we would have spent time together and with Justin and Victoria. I miss you so much and I really hate that you are not able to be with your kids today. I did get a gift from you which was a dream I had this morning where I got to see your beautiful smiling face. Thank you for that Keara. There are no words to express how as a mother my heart justs aches from missing you and knowing what happened to you. I feel angry because you deserved to live and to be here with your children and your family. My mind can't comprehend how this could have happened and there is not a moment ovf every day when I don't think of you and miss you. You were such a fun Mom and I feel so bad for your children who are missing out on everything you could have given them. I love you Keara. Happy Mother's Day

The birds are singing, the leaves are out on the trees, the fowers in your garden are blooming , your tree made it through the winter, and I miss you so much. I miss the days of the phone ringing and you saying "hey mama watcha doin"? I can still hear your voice in my head and see you in my mind's eye. The love I have for you is so strong and so celluar. My friend Kayt used that description to describe a mother's love and it is so true. I don't believe there is any other love that is so deep and so strong. I love you.

I spent the last week in Arkansas and it brought back so many memories of you as a little girl. Wayne came to visit and we saw Billie Joe and stoppend by the clinic house. I saw your old bedroom and it was very hard not to cry thinking about the time we lived there when you were such a young innocent girl. I remembered when you first started school and how excited to go you were so you could be a "big girl" We went to the Schlabachs and that brought back so many memories aldo. The house and they are pretty much how they were. They have such fond memories of you also. All in all it was a good trip because It brought me back to an earlier happier time when things were good and the pain of losing you was not in my life. I miss you Keara.